Last Day

Today was the last day at Lowe Lane. The kids had stayed to play Uno an do some crafts. I gave Priscilla a notebook with her name on. She made me a frame and also a note telling me that she would miss me.
I am really hoping that I will be able to continue to do things at Lowe Lane with the kids.
Mom had an iron infusion today. Jenny went with her to sit. She said that she felt bad but once she got home after lunch she was sounding better. I am going into the office tomorrow to help Mom with some thins. I am hoping to lighten her load a little bit.
Soon school will be starting back. I am ready.
In the sermon this past Sunday, the pastor said that "God cares about the process that we are on." I feel that I am in the middle btw. my past and future. I know that sounds like common sense, but I feel like I am waiting for the next thing.
God just wants to be in my life. He wants to be at the center. It's easy now but once work comes back on, working 7-6 I will have to make time to be with Him. Oh, how that sounds bad. It feels bad to write it down. God should be in every move, in every word that I say.

Lord,
Help me to remember that You made me Lord. You formed me in my mothers womb. You know how many hairs I have on my head. Your son died for my sins even before I sinned. You knew that I was going to sin and you forgave and loved me anyway. You give me unconditional love. How can I forget all of that? how can I keep you at bay or just talk to you when needed?
Prayer is what we are talking about in church. We were told about Prayer Cards. Index cards that have names and stats on them. Not full sentences but words and scriptures to remind us how to pray. My thing is, if I don't journal or talk to you Lord daily, then there is a small percent of chance that I will go through these cards. I know that sounds bad. And so I am going to start small.