Tuesday, March 15, 2011

What Else Lord?

I wanted to say this one thing primarily for a remembrance down the line when I look back at this season/days and see how much God was right next to me the whole time. My car broke down again. I didn't cry or have a fit, I just called Mom to come and help me. Things at work are not any better and I had to put on my big girl panties yesterday and tell my neighbor that I can't help her anymore. That brought on a realization that I had been being used and for one of the only times in my life I stood up for myself and no longer took it. My thirties are about me coming out of my shell. Back to the car. I dropped it off and was unable to go to my Biggest Loser Monday night workout. I called a friend and let her know that I couldn't make it. Well, at other times I would have cried, had a panic attack, and then went to McDonald's and eaten a Big Mac, fries, and of course a shake or some kind of dessert to wash it all down. Instead, Check SpellingI went to the gym with Jenny and we took a Body Sculpting class. It's Pilates and Yoga in one. I didn't want to take ever b/c I don't like Yoga, but thought that since my day couldn't get any worse, I would try it. Well, I loved it. And will go back. Update even from beginning to type this out this morning, is that I found out that my car is just fine!! They didn't correctly put some wires back so they fixed it and I am not charged anything! By not having a panic attack, eating horribly, and praying while not telling everyone who I came to about my woes, I was able to look back on the time and really Thank God and feel good about myself.

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