Tired

I am tired today. I am emotionally tired. I have told a couple of friends that it feels like it's only going to take one thing to put me over the edge. Put me over the edge and start crying. It was trying today. A couple of times it could have been that one thing, but it didn't. For the last couple of days I have just come home tired and feeling like I am going to cry. I so want to just cry and get it over with. Things aren't that bad. I should be and am thankful for things that are going on. Really nothing has been that different. The same children have had been having a hard time. The same children have been trying on my patience. I was as lonely and wanting a date as last week. I get paid this weekend so i can go and get my car fixed. I have been excited about going to Joyce Meyer this weekend then next weekend I have a really nice getaway from church. All of the women are going North to cabins and just being with each other and God. So, what is my problem? Am I just tired?

Lord,
Oh Lord, I am tired. Why do I want to cry so bad? What is it that is bothering me really? Why can't I put it into words but just want to show it with tears? Whatever it is, I GIVE it to you. You know what's going on with me and I lay it at your feet. I want your help in fixing/changing/whatever it is, I give it to you and ask you to do it. I love you Lord. Thank you for taking care of me. What would I do without you?

Amen.